Bubby has to go to the dentist tomorrow to get his cavities filled. They are gonna try not to give him nitrogen but numb him with a local. The dentist said if he doesn’t see the needle he will be ok. I really hope he will be ok i hope he don’t freak out cause he really needs his teeth fixed really bad. I can’t go back there with him and i am scared for my baby. He is my little baby boy. I am so nervous.

And then on top of that my mom is getting married the next day on thursday. And then they are coming out here for lunch/dinner and then on saturday is her wedding reception. Alot of stuff to do. 

Well i was at work today and i was feeding a resident and another earthquake shook the building. I started to yell and said “No No” i was so scared and then it was over and all i wanted to do is go home. I called michael and he said he felt it and then i was watching the news and they said it was a 4.2 earthquake. I don’t know how much more of this i can take. I am so scared all the time and i have to work all weekend and i am gonna be terrified that another one is gonna happen while i am there or driving over the big bridge and that really freaks me out.

They said on the news when this all began that it was a four runner and that there would 4 and then a big one. And that would be number 4 today. I don’t know what to do. Hope i am not bothering everybody with this i just wanted to get it out.  Thanks for listening!!

Well i got alot done yesterday. I even got some trees planted. They are called flowering pears. I have one more to plant but i don’t remeber what it is. lol  Anyway gonna try to get alot more done today cause i have to work friday, saturday, and sunday which really sucks i wish i could quit this job i really hate working there anymore. Michael started his new job out at our hospital and he says he really likes it. He is going to work in the ER.

And now today my throat is scratchy and hurts i hope i am not getting sick cause my mom is getting married on thursday May 1 and then we are having her reception on May 3. I really can’t get sick right now i have to much stuff to deal with to much stuff on my plate i guess you would say. Well better go and get started on things. Byeee

Well so far we have had 3 earthquakes and a bunch of aftershocks. They were saying that they were aftershocks but the big one was a 5.2 and then the next one was a 4.6 and then another was 4.5 so they say that if they are over 2 then they are its own earthquake. I heard from some people that they were calling it  a four runner. That means 4 little ones and then the big earthquake that would be the bad one. And so far we have had 3. I don’t know about last night if it was one or not cause it was pretty loud but i have not watched the news yet this morning. I have so much house work to do i can’t stop and watch the news but i do try to keep up with it so i can see what is happening. I have all the newspapers that say anything about it and i am gonna cut them out and put them in my scrapbook. I just don’t know what to think about this.

I am scared but i don’t wanna have to worry everyday that something is going to happen while darian is at school or michael is at work and i will be all by myself. I have enough to worry about. Loud noises startle me! I just try to keep myself busy but when i hear a rumble or something my stomach gets queasy. My washer even freaks me out when it starts spinning.  I hav not slept very good since it happened and yesterday at work a girl smarted off to me and i juat smarted it right back i was not in a good mood yesterday. I have started smoking alot more since it happened also. Anyway just wanted to vent a little. Thanks for listening!!!

Me and michael were going to bed and another aftershock happened and shook the house a little. And then later in the night 2 more happend so i didn’t sleep very good again. I am so scared every loud noise i hear scares me. My washer was going and started to spin and scared me. I know that is funny but in a way it is not cause i am so scared.

I didn’t sleep much last night casue i was to afraid it would happen again. I am still scared cause they keep saying that there will be a big one.

Well at 10:17am there was another earthquake. First they thougth it was just an aftershock. But then on the news it registered a 4.6 on the richiter scale so they changed it  to another earthquake. Then they were saying that it is gonna be a run of 4 and that there will be 2 more today and then a really bad one tomorrow. I am so scared!! I don’t knw what to think or to believe then cause how can they perdict that.

There was an earthquake this morning at 4:37am and it was awful. I mean i have never felt anything like that before and the sound was just awful.

Hey just wanted to let you know that i am closing my party on monday evening. So if you ordered anything then i just needed to know.  I didn’t really sell alot but that is ok. I didn’t really expect to and i am ok with that. I mean some of that stuff is really expensive. There is alot of really nice things i would like to have but we can’t afford them right now. Just thought i would see whats up.

The play of max and ruby was great. It was so cute and all the kids were laughing. Darian sat with her class and me, bubby, and michael sat together. Bub really enjoyed it. He was laughing really hard. They told the story of when ruby wants to put on a show for grandma and they go over to her house and on the way max finds a frog and keeps trying to put it in his pockets. And then they went to grandmas and go in the attic and find a treasure box and ruby won’t let max have it and he keeps getting it and then he finds the key and they open it and find a crown and a cape.

They also had a couple of others in there too but i didn’t remember them. But they sang and the bunny scouts were in it. And Then ruby wanted max to take a nap and she reads him a story and he wants to read the blue trantula and then he gets scared and they showed this big blue trantula and the bubby was laughing so hard. It was really a cute play. All the kids had a great time. I wanted to take pictures but they would not let us. I wanted to put them in a scrapbook of plays and programs they go to. I was so mad cause they would have been good pics. Well better go for now still gotta lot more cleaning to do before tomorrow.